How honest is honest to your audience, to your family, and to your parents?

I am a person always thinking something that can make myself feel the life is real. I love the days when I did not even notice what is thinking, what is physically tired, and what is life....
Christmas is coming, what does it mean to you this year? Not too sure?
what? are you asking me? ehn, not too much as well, but every year I made a new story, this year would not be an exception....